Everything Comes Alive

FUNG QI
LG,LP,LL

46:10


ATTACK!

it reminded me of Art Attack.
gonna start attacking all my problems!

poly's starting soon , butterflies 's in my stomach.
i cant imagine whats going to be like in future.
where i have to juggle everything in my hands.
i dont want to stop serving .
i dont want to backslide.
i dont want my mum to misunderstand me

i want to ATTACK po.
i want to ATTACK laziness.
i want to ATTACK finacial problems.

i wanna fight!!
i wanna fight in prayers!
prayers touches heaven and changes earth.
simple yet powerful.

it wrecks my heart when children teenagers adults suffers in broken families when they have no one to turn to.
when everything just seems so dark and no meaning for them.the burden for them is just too heavy.
i want to show them an alternative life.
the life that changes me from the inside out.
the light that shines in for them no matter where they are.

sometimes the world is so small because wherever we go we meet pple that we know.
but we are gonna be a BIG heart .
A big heart for every one.

I thank God.(:

The night starts here

first leading in intro with ys during cch service and really sent shivers down my spine.really salute to yeesssiong!
eeverything just went hoo haaa hooo haa hoo haa!

have to be more pro active girl!
have to be more alert and not so blur!i gotta retain in my mind what they said!sometimes i just feel like taking out my brain and putting more vitamin abcdefg so that i can store more info!!!!!!!!!!!!Argh!

mistakes here and there but i'll never give up(:
its the lessons that bring me to a higher level.
The Beginning is after the End.




In Our Bedroom After The War
Wake up!Say good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you
If there's no one there,then there's no one there,but at least the war is over
it's us-yes,we're back again,here to see you throught ,'til the days end,
And if the night comes,and the night will come,well at least the war is over
Lift your head and look out the window,
Stay that way for the rest of the day and watch the time go
Listen!The birds sing!Listen!The bells ring!
All the living are dead ,and the dead are all living
The war is iver and we are beginning...
Gridlock on the parkway now,the television man is here to show you how
The channel fades to snow,it's off to work you go,but at least the war is over
She's gone,she left before you woke,as you ate last night,neither of you spoke
Disher,tv,bed the darness filled with dread,but at least the war is over
Lift your head and look out the window,
Stay that way for the rest of the day adn watch the time go
Listen!The birds sing!Listen !The bells ring!
All the living are dead,and the dead are all living
The war is over and we are beginning...
We won,or we think we did,when you went away,you were just a kid
And if you lost it all,and you lost it,we will still be there when your war is over
Lift your head and look out the window
Stay that way for the rest of the day and watch the time go
All the living are dead,and the dead are all living
The war is over and we are beginning...
Here it comes!Here comes the first day!Here it comes!Here comes the first day!
It starts up in our bedroom after the war
After the war!After the war!After the war...
what a song!
Stars spinning away on itunes.(:

dont wanna

sis 's in hongkong now.
when bro asked if i misses her:'i was like yeah i do '
especially when i woke up from my sleep and realised that she's not lying beside my bed.
miss the super toady burps ,the reminders,the sarcastic remarks, her dumb expression of rolling her eyes whenever i said something real retarded.
oh well she's my coolest sis man .dont wanna exchange for any other one.(:
and absence sure makes my heart fonder.lol
ohya!
she better remember to buy my krispy kremes back and perhaps a bag or anything !!


What Chew Fung Qi Means
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.


http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

saw this on yiwen's so just tried it out.well some were pretty true some were pretty not.
oh ya they forgot to add something.
im a Child of God .(:


i lost 140 bucks.
Keds shall heal a little of my wound.



my mind's in a mess.
i need a file to sort out my thoughts.


i dislike myself for not lightening the burden.
im starting to feel weary of everything.

TIME TO RECHARGE.ALRIGHT MAN!


was having a conversation with zheng hui and i thought it was super hilarious

fungqi says:
HAVE YOU CHECKED THE FOOD
zh. flu says:
but also cannot everyday la
fungqi says:
ya
zh. flu says:
HAVEN'T
zh. flu says:
HAHA.
zh. flu says:
if not confirm depression
fungqi says:
IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU
fungqi says:
thought you super efficient
fungqi says:
LOL
zh. flu says:
WTH.
fungqi says:
go check la
zh. flu says:
SORRY I FAILED U.
zh. flu says:
i watching the game!
zh. flu says:
i watch free internet tv one
zh. flu says:
late by 2 minutes
fungqi says:
huh
fungqi says:
really?
zh. flu says:
ppl shout goal i still watching
fungqi says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
zh. flu says:
then i GOAL like so late
fungqi says:
thats super funny
zh. flu says:
but it's free okay.
zh. flu says:
so cannot complain
zh. flu says:
..

LOL
ignore the depression part though.
and he's my friend since primary 1.
HOW COOL !


mum:qi,do you wash your eyebrows too when you are washing your face with the ultrafine soothing cleansing solution ?

me: of course!im washing my face right?

mum:then maybe you might notice that you will have a drop in number of eyebrows. cause the chemicals in the solution are too strong for them so they will drop.and thats what happened to me!

me:WHAT THE!MY EYEBROWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!i seriously need to do some eyebrow stock checking!!!!!!!or maybe just pick them up from the floor ,use extra strong superglue to piece them back in place. wow wow wow.

when i saw children holding their mums hands when they go shopping together, i was wondering
i have lost touch of my mum's hands.
have you?

Eight Below

i realised that when people are at its peaks
they forgot the little details below them
or perhaps maybe to them where just part and parcel of life
no point cherishing these nitty gritty stuff
be it dates or wordsor whatsoever
but what they;'ve really missed
is the true meaning of holding together the true meaning of relationships

perhaps only when they 're in need or trouble or no one to turn to
they will find you since you're of use to them.haha.
humans being humans
we cant deny each and every one of us are like that.
right?

we are all people with different number of hairs diff facial features body sizes etc.
but i believe that we should treat each and every one of your neighbour with
the same attitude
the same politeness
the same tone
the same heart.

yeah i believe that individuals will be treated differently.
different luxury you so called.
but TAKE the mask down!
are you going to start gossiping and venging all your curled up anger and vent it on others.
hello we arent your pillows for nuts!

lets be true to oourselves o yeah.

sometimes i grow tired.
tired of being always the spare one.
so tired that if i can really let it all out i will splash what i wanna say right in front of their faces.
but its the paradox bout human beings
once you say everything's gone/
you have to start all over again
oh well.
i douobt any will understand what im saying.

its FUNG version 2.0

chalet was supercalifragilisticexpialidocios man!
worship session was too good to be true!
the presence of God was so strong that i cried non-stop.
Prayers really work!

I LOVE YOUR TEETH
I LOVE YOUR THIGHS
I LOVE YOUR EYES
I LOVE YOU

thats what my heavenly Father my bestest friend whispered to me.(:

You dont see peoplewith your eyes but with your heart.
Lets have a heart for others.
Live Learn Lead
my mission now is to finish reading the bible in 3 weeks.
it is really kinda of cmi but i am going to obey and follow.
i am not reading any other storybook but the Word of God.
i am going to retain the Word in my heart!

we just flow man pei fen!

we dont stay stagnant.
catch the ball and dunk it into the basketball net.
even the men in 40s can do it.
what for us?


Just a short call with Sister Mae Ann and i've learnt something.
how powerful is that(:

Saturday Night Fever

Yolanda we brokethrough!
from 3 to 7 in a week!((:
POWERHOUSE!

yeah!
Jocelia's i church!!
andrea brought amanda too!
whoohoo!

i met 2 new people!
peck hoon and christopher!

and yeah when i saw the tears in kelly's eyes running down after i prayed for her.
i cried too.

Praise Lord.


i could still remember myself crying quietly in my bed when i was pri 1.
kept thinking and promising to myself that in future i dont want my children to experience a family like mine.i dont want them to experience the hurt envious and troubles when they are just 7 years old.all the money quarrelling loveless gambling secrets are too much for a primary school student.

and as i grow older the troubles seems to pile up faster and faster.
to even adultery cold war and sex.
but i thank God that He understands me more than i know myself.
although they may have shocked me in many various ways . i still thank and love them very much.
Because it is them that caused me to grow up to be a stronger woman.

no matter what i still love you all very much because you are my dad my mum my sis and my bro.


been aeons since i've stepped into a Library.
but today was special cause its with bro!
bro borrowed 3 while i borrowed one.
we spent more time trying our ways to borrow the books than browsing them
aLl becuse he 's using a replaced eZ-Link card and i stilL oweing the national library six bucks.
ended up with sixty six cents in my card.argh!
oh well..the afternoon's just short and sweet((:though i realLy dislike the journey after which to century to get his food.
and my camera's gone!

im so gonna get another one by this thurs
!

a simple yet Loving monday

the weather was just right today at 1pm when i opened my eyes(:
not too sultry not to cold man
so yeah spending a day with my sis on a monday afternoon was simply too cool.
settling our bums on the antique chairs that ache was butts as ever and eating seaweed animal biscuits pipping hot korean cup noodles and our very chew marshmallows!
here comes the very interesting part..we tried to barbeque our marshmallows in a very different way.
using one lighter and a metal fork.
haha!its the urban style chewy chew marshmallows!rock on man!
we dont even have chopsticks at home so whats more satay sticks to chain them together!
but oh well sis ended with two burnt thumbs while i had to clean up the seaweeds that ended up not in my mouth but on the floor/.

its just a simple day that flickers a smile on my face(:

i still cant believe that Aili initiated a conversation with me!
peifen was Loves today!


have you pondered why there isnt any guide book to how to be a good friend.
because to be a good friend not just an aquaintance you need a heart
everybody has a heart so whats hard?

but each heart differs.
your heart is different from his .

the heart of yours to Love the peopLe around you.

im stumped.
have you ever been in a situation whereby your friend shares with you his /her problems or worries
but you cant seem to understand at all
cant seem to help to attack the problem
whereby you wanna care but somehow you just dunno how to

soLord i will pray.


a pure and faithful heart
obeying every word that He says .

every day is gonna be a fresh new begining!
each and ever day that im going to be excited about!
this is going to be my Life
i am going to Look forward to sch to outings to meeting new people to simpLy everything!
NEVER STOP LEARNING
when you stop you are going to be a rusty old machine that stops functioning and be burden to everybody!

and i cant wait to see mny cousin my brother my father Jocilia samuel ming han etc in church!
they are going to be saved!!!!!!!!!!!
it is possible in the name of Jesus!